Gonna get up, throw some athletic gear on and go running for around an hour-ish. Then gonna work my way up to as long as I can without going too overboard!
Also: NO JUNK FOOD THIS SUMMER. TODAY WAS MY LAST DAY TO EAT ANYTHING UNHEALTHY. NO FAST FOOD, CUTTING BACK ON PORTIONS AND JUST EATING HEALTHIER STUFFS. <- the technical term of course.
It’s all about getting healthy. I want to be able to run for a while and not get winded after the first 2 minutes. I want to feel good and exercise releases endorphins and endorphins make you happy so: YEAH.
My goal is to be a better, healthier, more focused and dedicated Me. (:
THE GLADES. UNF <3 MOST HOTTEST GUY EVER. LOOOOVE HIIIMMM.
AND THIS SCENE. OHMG. JUST WATCHED THE ENTIRE FIRST SEASON OVER AGAIN AND FINISHED TODAY AND OHMG I CAN’T WAIT UNTIL SEASON 2 COMES OUT ON DVD BECAUSE I AM SO BUYING THAT !@#$%^&* AND SEASON 3 STARTS IN A WEEK AND I AM DYING WITH ANTICIPATION.
Ok. Fangirling finished.
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Aries - separation/detachment
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Taurus - change
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Gemini - being alone
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Cancer - feeling unloved
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Leo - being ignored
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Virgo - disorder
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Libra - anything extremely unbalanced/making a wrong decision that'll destroy their life
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Scorpio - failure and inadequacy
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Sagittarius - being controlled
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Capricorn - being misunderstood and not being good enough
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Aquarius - being locked in
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Pisces - upsetting others and rejection
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math test:
a farmer plants 7 crops of tomatoes and 3 crops of carrots what is the probablity his moms name is leslie
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history test:
the american civil war ended in 1865, explain how this had a defining role in the extinction of dinosaurs
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literature test:
explain what the author meant by, "the apple was as red as an apple"
"Look, you are pretty, and have assets. You should not be so hard on yourself. I don't know you, and I was shocked you would feel bad in a dress. I am short, and I have barely any boobs or ass. People think I am 13 or 14 when I am 23. You are beautiful the way you are. Many girls would die to have the your assets. Even "skinny girls", who are supposed to be society's goal for women, look bad without confidence =)"
asked by Anonymous
I do thank you and appreciate your kind words, love. My only point is, though, when I am “bigger” it is much more difficult to find clothes that actuallyfit and accentuate/compliment the “assets” that I have. You can wear virtually any top and you would fit into it and it would look nice on you. I can’t because almost every top will make my boobs like even bigger or saggier or won’t fit into any top. I can’t even dress for my body because no one makes clothes for my body.
Again, I absolutely appreciate your kind words, however, I find it still a huge pain to be the “in-between” weight/shape/size, whatever you want to call it; and the more I try to find a dress that will work for me, the more I hate my body.
But, I am trying to eat healthier and get more exercise. I want to be healthy, not stick skinny, just healthy. That’s all. (:
So, I’m trying to find a dress (Shocking, I know) to wear to my cousin’s graduation and I am getting more and more insecure and !@#$%^&* off with every option I look at.
Why?
I have gigantic boobs, a huge ass, and I’m overweight. Like, for my height. I’m 5’10 and I am a double “d” in bra size and my ass is just… big. My thighs are gigantic and everything about my body makes me want to cry.
Here’s the thing: why do we have to watch what we eat and work out like !@#$%^&* maniacs just so we can fit into society’s view of beautiful?
I just want to be able to happy with my body. I want to be able to wear a cute swimsuit and go to my best friend’s pool party without feeling like a !@#$%^&* and feeling disgusting and ugly.
And I am absolutely going to make a change this summer, no question about it, but for right now; this one special occasion, kodak moment, I want to feel pretty and I can’t do that because they don’t !@#$%^&* make clothes for the girls who are in-between: freakishly tall, big breasted, big ass-ed, and slightly overweight.
